I FAIL

[darsynia]

I just completed a poll in someone's journal that I don't know by complete accident because I'm an idiot and loaded up someone's /friends instead of their journal. FLDJSAKFLDSJAFLSKAD

Also: I haven't forgotten that I need to send image CDs out! I have class this Sat. and I've been trying to work on Big Bang. I will NOT forget, I promise. Also, I haven't forgotten that I owe someone money, either. ♥

Baby has reflux and is going to go on Prevacid, as the Zantac isn't helping much. Sweetheart smiles even when she's upset, she's so good-natured! Personally, I've been exhausted and really awful lately; I eat the wrong things, sleep all the time, and avoid everything I need to be doing for NO REASON.

This sucks, and I know I bitch about this all the time but I want to write this GODDAMNED story and I don't understand why I keep avoiding doing that when I get the chance. WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. It's not for lack of time, inspiration, or inclination! STOP SELF-PUNISHING, WTF.

In other news, at least now I know what projectile vomit looks like. Poor baby :C

Comments

[velvetwhip.livejournal.com]

Projectile vomit??? EWWWW!


Gabrielle

[darsynia.livejournal.com]

Luckily it looks the same coming out as going in (formula). Heh.

[lilbreck.livejournal.com]

I'm going through the same thing right now [avoiding doing what I need to].

[darsynia.livejournal.com]

My mind keeps chanting variations on: DEADLINE! or YOU REALLY WANT THIS! but it does no good. WTF.

I mean, I know I'm off my meds and I was doing okay, but my psychiatrist was never helpful with my 'I can't get motivation' problem anyway so I don't see how they would help...

[ironwench.livejournal.com]

it seems like all the babies we know have acid reflux...hm, I wonder why?

[darsynia.livejournal.com]

I'm voting against the 'we're all so ugly they can't help it' option, but man, lately I swear that's how I've been feeling, lol. It's hard to remember to check for spitup in my hair before I go out in public! >.>

[al52182.livejournal.com]

So, was she smart enough to projectile vomit *on* someone, or just *near* someone? (if it's *on*, then I may have to say how proud I am...)

She apparently got the chill gene from G :)

p.s. if you get tired of baby duty, just send her my way so I don't have to wait until Christmas to play with her!

[darsynia.livejournal.com]

Well, it was on me, as she was in the middle of eating at the time. She just sort of looked at the bottle and went KABOOM and the table beside the chair we were sitting on went 'Oh, what did I ever do to deserve this!?' Heh.

We can't wait for you to see her <3<3

[landfill-sky.livejournal.com]

bb I've missed you tonnes. Isn't that weird? But yes you've been gone and non-regualr for ages, for GOOD reason, but I'm glad no matter how baby-busy you are you're still about.
Love and good wishes go to the entire family. xxx

[darsynia.livejournal.com]

*hugs forever and ever* I seriously need MORE HOURS IN THE DAY. Or to become more proficient at typing on the iPod Touch. *nodnod* I gotta get more regular (haha, apparently everything in life after a baby really DOES relate to poop somehow), I miss you too! ♥

ps. Icon adoration.

[ozma914.livejournal.com]

I don't think I know a single writer who doesn't have a book full of excuses for why they can't write, no matter how much they love writing!

[darsynia.livejournal.com]

It's so true. To me this story is like a messy room wher eI don't know where to start. Though I've managed to get motivated, which makes me VERY GLEEFUL! \o/

[ozma914.livejournal.com]

Motivated is good!

[evelynlela.livejournal.com]

Tried telling yourself you aren't allowed to write it? And putting something like video watching intentionally in it's place as something you have to do?
Hope Baby gets better soon.

[darsynia.livejournal.com]

Hehe, that's tempting, but I might end up too good at persuading myself, haha. Thanks, she's seeming a bit better now! <3<3

[lyricmaniac.livejournal.com]

lol I've done that and responded to a friend of a friend and then given it a WTF afterward. I'm sure the person appreciated your input.

I'm so sorry she has reflux. We thought monkey had it too, but we got a no from the doc. I've heard that it's no fun at all for baby or mama. Your daughter sounds like a real trooper. *HUGS*

[darsynia.livejournal.com]

I hope so. It was one of those, 'what are you like, flist?' polls and this was how I learned you can't clear a radio button poll. WOE.

It's not very fun for her, no :( She'd cry so hard when she spat up, and for a while there, her voice sounded scratchy like it was abraded from all the spitup. Luckily the medicine is finally working for her (took almost three weeks), and she always was a really happy baby regardless. She'd smile as she cried. *hugs her* Thanks for the concern! Yours seriously is completely adorable, I don't know how you can ever put him down!